{"id":454,"date":"2013-05-07T13:00:00","date_gmt":"2013-05-07T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/themrscaseyann.wordpress.com\/2013\/05\/07\/every-day-in-may-this-ones-about-fear"},"modified":"2013-05-07T13:00:00","modified_gmt":"2013-05-07T13:00:00","slug":"every-day-in-may-this-ones-about-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/?p=454","title":{"rendered":"every day in may (this one&#8217;s about fear)"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">hello may seventh! so let&#8217;s get at the <a href=\"http:\/\/storyofmylifetheblog.blogspot.com\/2013\/04\/blog-every-day-in-may-challenge.html\">challenge<\/a> for today!\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><b><br \/><\/b><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><b>Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you&#8217;re most afraid of.\u00a0<\/b><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">oh fear!\u00a0fear is just a sucker right?? ..and an all-too familiar friend of mine. on one hand it makes me feel dumb. like <i>really<\/i>.. are you <i>seriously<\/i> worried about that? <i>move on<\/i> already.\u00a0on the other hand, it&#8217;s soo real, it&#8217;s in your face, it&#8217;s a jerk. and it&#8217;s so flipping convincing.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear:both;text-align:center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/themrscaseyann.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/65cfb-fear.jpg\" style=\"clear:left;float:left;margin-bottom:1em;margin-right:1em;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"630\" src=\"https:\/\/themrscaseyann.wordpress.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/65cfb-fear.jpg?w=300\" width=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">fear of being wrong and fear of being abandoned\/rejected are two that come to mind right away. a dear friend and pastor to us once told me that while some fears will be completely healed and out of our lives, others will never <i>fully<\/i>\u00a0go away, you just learn how to handle them. and oh boy, that&#8217;s definitely true for me. on one hand, [i believe] god has totally healed certain fears in me, and thank-stinkin-goodness because they can fill me with such anxiety. i find myself worrying that at any moment, life could be flipped upside-down and i&#8217;d lose the things that are so very precious to me. blech.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">along with that is one that james and i have been discussing really openly as of late\u2014fear of dying young. i even dislike <i>writing <\/i>it, you know?..\u00a0both of us have lost friends and loved ones much too early in life. the sort of thing that just breaks you because it just seems like it&#8217;s not supposed to happen that way and it&#8217;s not. and i am <i>so<\/i>\u00a0incredibly grateful that i have someone to be open about it with. because once it&#8217;s stuck in my mind and nobody else knows about it..well that&#8217;s when it&#8217;s really a jerk.\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">i ultimately believe in my head that there&#8217;s nothing at all to fear, in my mind that&#8217;s true. but knowing that&#8217;s true though in the day-to-day, when a thought flies across your mind and it&#8217;s so convincing, well that&#8217;s different. <i>what would i do if a, b, c happened?<\/i>\u00a0or <i>what if this is the last time i see them because [dot dot dot]?<\/i>\u00a0etc etc etc. it takes different forms but all of them are so destructive and anxiety causing.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">so since i&#8217;m working that all out at the moment, i thought i&#8217;d share a couple of verses i&#8217;ve been holding \u00a0onto when all of that seems to be in my face. and if you feel alone in your fears,\u00a0<b>please know that you&#8217;re not<\/b>! these verses that remind me that\u00a0i have\u00a0<i>nothing<\/i>\u00a0to dread, god is with me and i&#8217;m never alone, that there is no higher authority than\u00a0<b>him <\/b>whatsoever!<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><b>Deuteronomy 31:6 <\/b>Be strong and courageous.\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">Do not fear or be in dread of them,\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">for it is the Lord your God who goes with you.\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">He will not leave you or forsake you.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\"><b>Hebrews 13:5-6<\/b> &#8230;for he has said,\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">\u201cI will never leave you nor forsake you.\u201d\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">So we can confidently say, \u201cThe Lord is my helper;\u00a0<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align:justify;\">I will not fear; what can man do to me?\u201d<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>hello may seventh! so let&#8217;s get at the challenge for today!\u00a0 Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you&#8217;re most afraid of.\u00a0 oh fear!\u00a0fear is just a sucker right?? ..and an all-too familiar friend of mine. on one hand it makes me feel dumb. like really.. are you seriously worried about that? move on already.\u00a0on the other [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-454","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/454"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=454"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/454\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=454"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=454"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mrscaseyann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=454"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}